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29 November 2007 @ 12:32 pm
i wanna sleep all day  
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Current Music: Baby It's Cold Outside - Brian Setzer Orchestra
(Anonymous) on November 30th, 2007 01:24 am (UTC)
I was sexually abused by my next-door neighbor when I was 5. I sometimes wonder if that's why I don't trust men.
(Anonymous) on November 30th, 2007 03:17 am (UTC)
I am still in love with my exboyfriend even though I am currently with a wonderful guy who loves me to death. I talk about marriage all the time with this other guy and I really think it would happen, but in the back of my mind, I cant help but think of the other guy and how happy he makes me. The ex and I are so similar in almost every way from families to favortie musicians. We have similar ambitions as well so we are in almost every class together. We are still the best of friends and hang out once every week or so. He's also really popular and very cute so all of the girls want to be with him or would kill to hook up with him. I get so jealous when I hear about one of those girls going after him or hearing him talking about a girl he likes.
Either way, I dont know what it is, but I want to be with him or around him at all times. He makes me god-awfully happy and all I want to do is be with him, even if it risks loosing the guy who loves me more than anything.
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Megan: blissful oblivion h/gmegalicious on December 3rd, 2007 02:32 am (UTC)
Aw, I love you too dear. :)

I'll make you icons, sure! You sure you don't care what kind? If you have any specific images or types of picture you'd like me to use, let me know! :D
(Anonymous) on December 3rd, 2007 05:57 pm (UTC)
I have something to get off my chest.

you'll know who I am after you're done reading this.

A while ago, I met this amazing girl who I knew would be my friend for a very long time. Around the same time, I started talking to her boyfriend who was cool, too, but not as cool as she is. Anyway, her boyfriend and I would talk about music, movies, life, and sometimes he'd even help me out with my homework. One night, I did a really stupid thing and gave him something indecent. I honestly don't know why I did it, but I did and I can't change it. He didn't like me in that way and I didn't like him like that either, but I don't know what went through my mind. My friend was amazing. She was pissed, I know that, but she never brought it up after that day and I love her so much more for that. She's only ever been nice to me and I truly hope she forgives me for what I did. I understand if she doesn't. I wouldn't forgive myself for something like that. Every now and then I think about her and wonder if she thinks about it. Whenever I talk to her, I feel so horrible and I can't believe she counts me as a friend.

I really want her forgiveness. I love her too much to just think she forgave me. I want to know that there are really no hard feelings.

If you plan on replying to this, don't say my name, ok?